Day and night, breathing in and breathing out, sleeping and being awake.We live by rhythm and cyclical repetitions and as our attitude at time is positive, other times it´s negative, and as we are happy so are we other times sad. Light and shadow goes on existing side by side, and we tap in and around them from time to time.
Many times we are using the term depression for just about ANY situation when we’re tapping into shady places. I found a new term for a recent state I have been in lately. I call it “incubation”. It’s a state where I long to be in a small safe warm dark place, and just be there. Where I don’t have to think, where don’t have to act, where I don’t have to do any role, where I got no obligations, no consciousness, no guilt, no regrets. Where I´m not forced to a show that supposedly must go on.and on. Fact is: the show goes on anyway. With - or without me. This state is mainly not about the “show” but about me.
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This ride may get a bit rough so, hold on.
One of the main reasons why we adopt external value systems is that if we do so, we stop being responsible for the things that happen to us. In other words: we can blame the system. It seems that blaming others leaves us impeccable and innocent. It is indeed a comfort zone we create in order to hide from reality. Clearly it’s the easier way, but certainly it isn’t a very rewarding one, if you take a closer look. Basically it’s a trap of eternal childhood in that we depend on others to tell us what’s right or wrong, what shall we do or not do, how we are supposed to feel or behave. It is a safe place, yes. But it is also slavery and dependency. It is also blindness to- and repression of- our real essence. We can say we are forced into this situation, and suffer. There are authentic contests on suffering out there… Who suffers more? Who suffers louder? And than there are other people, who pity. “Oh… poor thing… There is nothing to be done, how terrible!” I see pity as a tool of repression. It closes doors and keeps you under the water. It all has a very interesting self inducting dynamic:
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